Thursday, May 27, 2010

paper moon.


"the way you kiss, so delicate
doesn't come around and i'm always gonna miss it"
-just friends, jason reeves

If we survive, get out alive
I'd like to say how beautiful I think you are.

I can't believe that one of my close friends just joined the navy and is at navy boot camp right now. Of course, I know friends of friends who have joined, but never have I gone through such strong feelings of not wanting to let her go. I miss her everyday and it's only been 2 days. As I said goodbye to her on her doorstep in the early hours of the morning, I absolutely didn't want to let her go. I wanted to hug her forever. That feeling of comfort is no longer there. Bittersweet is what I could call it.

Be safe over there. You're always in my mind :)

-Jaime


Friday, May 21, 2010

put that case in your car.

"where did you go when you knew you didn't know me?"

I'm wrestling between insurmountable feelings of anguish and happiness. I've done some serious reconsidering about some people in my life and how long they will continue to remain in my life. Some people have left unforgettable footprints in my heart and I hope that as the days pass, they will continue to be constants in my life as God is a constant everyday.

My life is so blessed. I can't ask for anything more because He always gives you what you need. Distinguishing needs and wants is still something that I need to realize the differences between, but it's shown me that undeniably, he knows what you need.

with love,
Jaime

Thursday, May 6, 2010

water: always changing, always flowing.

SMH. sincerely, PH.

Dear you,
A woman's heart should be so close to God, that if a man wants her first, he will have to seek God first.

"If you love someone, you'd be willing to give up everything for them.
But if they loved you back, they'd never ask you to"

Things fall apart so that other things can fall together. Forever has no meaning when you're living in the moment. I wasn't ready for that moment to end. My heart can't help but melt when you tell me that I'm pretty when I look like a mess. The moments where we wake up in the morning and my hair is disheveled, yet you still say "You're pretty". Yep, its girly and I can't help it, but I know that secretly, every girl loves being told that she's pretty by that special someone in her life.

This week up until today has been a fantastic one :D I love dinners with annalyse, mike and edge kiddoes. Enjoying mac and cheese balls from cheesecake factory to kraft mac n cheese from a box.

i hope everyone's week is going swell.

Sincerely,
me.